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[Hillbilly Prince]

Tom is resting. Had a couple of cans of the cheap stuff.

 

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[Hillbilly Prince]

There are two big reasons for that.

One, is that my dad is sick from the side affects of a kidney transplant. My mom refuses to let him drive. They both work all day long, and then my mom drinks at night. I've been asking them to take me to ONE spot, ONE MILE DOWN THE FREAKIN' ROAD, for months now. I get promises, but no deliverance. So...that leaves me to the front yard, and the hay field when it's cut. I went to DIV twice, but we won't be going next year. We can't afford it. That just about broke what little heart I had.

Two, nothing is more rewarding than good ol' American capitalism. Buy a bottle for cheap, sell it for higher than what I put into it, and reward oneself with a nice relic from places I probably will never go.

It really is infuriating to me. We live so close, but it's out of my reach.

Walking a mile should be easy. Hope your dad gets better.
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[Simon1]

Yes RR, hope your dad makes a great recovery. He needs his family's support.

 

[Flabbergasted]

Stop driving past my house.
I'm not dead.

Got any rum ?

 

[Simon1]

Mike ?

 

[Flabbergasted]

Who else.
I almost offed myself.
Thank God for my security system.
My entire neighborhood is wirelessly wired up with my cameras.
14 new vehicles that have never been around my home came looking.
Thanks!
Some times, really bad people are difficult to flush out.
The proper authorities now have a starting point for the stalker that caused me to leave here a while back.

I'm sorry.
The last several days have been exceptionally difficult..but the job is done now.

I really hate being a target, but at the same time, it keeps the files current.

 

[Simon1]

Why would you consider to "Off" yourself ? I don't follow.

 

[Flabbergasted]

My wife unsuccessfully tried ending herself.

That was more than I could handle.
I had no idea that her pain is that bad! How can a person know how another feels ?

I could really use a stiff drink!

 

[Flabbergasted]

I'm out of booze, tobacco and weed.
It's going to be a long @$$ night!

 

[Simon1]

Sounds like your wife could use some moral support ?
If you are under the influence of anything won't that impair your decision making ?

 

[Flabbergasted]

She's in the hospital. Suicide watch.
I'm left to my own devices.
I'm past the emotions that almost ended me.
I have a tie-dyed living room to clean up from my own leakage.
Things are tough.
I haven't ate anything in four days.
I'm going to fire up the kraken and take a ride.
I brake for no one.
Like Roger said, we don't know what tomorrow brings.
Have you ever felt lost ? Without actually being lost ?
That's how I feel.
I must have really failed for that woman to do such a thing.

 

[Simon1]

Obviously she is still with you but what happens if/when she hears you want to leave her alone ? Maybe you are the reason she is still here ? Doesn't seem fair for her to be in this condition and then you just give up. ?

 

[Flabbergasted]

I'm broke financially.
I can't afford to pay for the medicine that keeps her from having those grand mal seizures.
I have three broken vehicles that I need to fix, but can't afford to.
I don't know where to turn.
I don't believe that she wants me in her life anymore.
I don't know Simon.
I feel like I have walked the plank.

 

[Flabbergasted]

Ahh, well.
Come what may.

 

[Simon1]

Sure, she probably wants you in her life, BUT, have you thought maybe she feels you want out.
Even if they are not running, can't you sell one or two of the vehicles and fix one ? Maybe offer them to a shop in exchange for fixing one.
There must be support groups at the hospital or in your area that may be able to offer help or suggestions.
Contact a doctor or even the manufacturer of the prescription and explain the situation to them, they may be in a position to help.

 

[Simon1]

Just giving up or drinking yourself under the table is not an option. Lives are DEPENDING on you thinking rationally.

 

[Flabbergasted]

So... have any Rum?

No, pickling myself probably isn't the best choice.

 

[Simon1]

Now that is a good decision.

 

[Flabbergasted]

Ehh.. believe it or not..he keeps me going!

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[Flabbergasted]

So Simon..are you down under ? Or do you work nights..