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  1. #31
    us
    Sep 2013
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    Which is more difficult ?
    Staying sober and dealing with all of life's stressors with just your faith or giving into that self-destructive behavior and be a high functioning alcoholic.
    I know plenty of guys and gals who have to have that shot by 1130 in order to continue functioning throughout the day.

    I used to be that guy, but I chose my faith instead.

    BC

  2. #32
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    Chris

    May 2011
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    Quote Originally Posted by BC1969 View Post
    Yeah I do actually.
    Tell me,.. how do I stop blaming myself for events that started at age 4 and lasted until I was 14 ?

    I literally walked away from years of therapy after my therapist told me that I'll always have the memories and that I need to learn a better reaction to them...
    Life's too short for any of this nonsense.
    Get drunk and it and the day fades away.

    I don't want to spend my life stuck in a destructive loop of memories!

    Mike
    Why are you blaming yourself you did nothing wrong..you were born into a sinful world and IT got into you and IT will let you struggle to death and IT will be the CAUSE of your death by trying to save yourself...LET GO LET GOD SAVE YOU.
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    EVER WONDER WHERE YOUR THOUGHTS COME FROM?

    ​The Key...http://antidoteforall.com/

    For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Ephesians 6:12

  3. #33
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    Sep 2013
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    I don't know how.

  4. #34
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    Chris

    May 2011
    Western Mass.
    Whites M-6 W/ DD6x10 SunRay DX-1 (A real sleeper)
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    Quote Originally Posted by BC1969 View Post
    I don't know how.
    Just OBSERVE that WRONG in you,by the way you were NOT born with that WRONG it entered you when you began to DOUBT that INTUITION you were born with.

    Mike how do you know what I say to you is true if you didn't already know it.
    BC1969 likes this.
    EVER WONDER WHERE YOUR THOUGHTS COME FROM?

    ​The Key...http://antidoteforall.com/

    For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Ephesians 6:12

  5. #35
    us
    Sep 2013
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    Quote Originally Posted by worldtalker View Post
    Mike how do you know what I say to you is true if you didn't already know it.
    Dunno.. I just know it. I can feel it.

  6. #36
    us
    Sep 2013
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    I'd love to be able to sleep..
    Not going to happen.

  7. #37
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    Chris

    May 2011
    Western Mass.
    Whites M-6 W/ DD6x10 SunRay DX-1 (A real sleeper)
    14,237
    20837 times
    The one everybody else missed.
    Quote Originally Posted by BC1969 View Post
    Dunno.. I just know it. I can feel it.
    You KNOW but you don't know how you know you sense it,THAT is what you came to doubt.
    EVER WONDER WHERE YOUR THOUGHTS COME FROM?

    ​The Key...http://antidoteforall.com/

    For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Ephesians 6:12

  8. #38
    us
    Sep 2013
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    What I do know is that I'm walking a edge cliff over a bottomless abyss... blindfolded!
    In my stress of what do I do next.
    I'm tired of this destructive pattern that I have been stuck in most of my life.

    UGH!!


  9. #39
    us
    Sep 2013
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    There is no escape.
    This is all I am.
    Empty words on a screen.

    I'm tired.

  10. #40
    us
    Sep 2013
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    A police buddy sent me a pic of what happens when you drink and drive.
    A young 22 year old Man lost his life...why ?
    Why didn't he listen to the voice of reason ?
    I really feel it for his Father.
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    Yep.. that's a rough way to go.
    The only comforting part of the relayed story is that he was unconscious as they tried to save him.

    BC

  11. #41
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    Sep 2013
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    I don't know who I am..
    Can you tell me please!

  12. #42
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    Chris

    May 2011
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    Whites M-6 W/ DD6x10 SunRay DX-1 (A real sleeper)
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    20837 times
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    Quote Originally Posted by BC1969 View Post
    What I do know is that I'm walking a edge cliff over a bottomless abyss... blindfolded!
    In my stress of what do I do next.
    I'm tired of this destructive pattern that I have been stuck in most of my life.

    UGH!!
    Practice this without fail Mike don't expect anything just observe. I have problems in my life but those problems DO NOT have me..

    Romans 8:28

    BC1969 likes this.
    EVER WONDER WHERE YOUR THOUGHTS COME FROM?

    ​The Key...http://antidoteforall.com/

    For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Ephesians 6:12

  13. #43
    us
    Sep 2013
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  14. #44
    us
    Sep 2013
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    Where is Chris..
    Or
    Crispin..
    Or
    Marky..


    What did I do wrong?

    ..

  15. #45
    us
    Sep 2013
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    I need to sleep.. I'm going to have a drink now.
    If I wake up with my eyes caked shut and my sheets soaking wet.. I'll know that I was a fool for thinking that I could escape, if only for a moment.

    BC

 

 
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