Obscurity.

[BC1969]

Now, think about my Viking.. seizures and everything else..and has dealt with me 24/7 for the last 17 years or so ago when I had the BIG breakdown!

 

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[Rebel - KGC]

Good that you "talk about it"...

 

[BC1969]

Talking to oneself is therapeutic.
But because I consume cannabis to keep my emotions in check... I can't remember anything short term..like, I know I walked into this kitchen...for something! Lol

 

[Rebel - KGC]

"Pot Therapy" makes you FEEL Happy...

 

[BC1969]

"Pot Therapy" makes you FEEL Happy...

Rarely!
Unfortunately.
I can't tolerate a two week reset to get my tolerance down!

The Viking is dancing in the kitchen!
That makes me happy!

Mike

 

[Rebel - KGC]

GREAT!

 

[BC1969]

If any of you are actual therapists and don't mind doing a lil pro bono PM.. please.
I was hoping to find Doc when I came back!
I'm having an issue that is too private for the open forum and I really NEED help with this.
Please.

 

[Rebel - KGC]

On-line...? By PM/EM...? DOESN'T work that way; I DO see your EXISTENTIAL ANGST, tho...

 

[BC1969]

On-line...? By PM/EM...? DOESN'T work that way; I DO see your EXISTENTIAL ANGST, tho...

...
It was just questions regarding intimacy.
Because of the flashbacks of the last 12 years, I haven't even been able to kiss my wife.

I'm just going to give up on it.
She'll have to find someone else to take care of it.
I can't.

 

[BC1969]

The end is nigh.

 

[BC1969]

I should have just walked four years ago when I talked about a certain cop wanting to be on my wife's arm...other than me.
I should have walked.
Free her and myself from my own torment.

I can't take care of her.
I can't take care of myself.

I don't care anymore.. about anything.
So much for thinking that I could find my way through this.

I knew then that I would fail.

It wasn't meant to be.

 

[BC1969]

You can have your pirate thread back now.
I see my presence there all but killed it.
I'll sit here and ramble crazy sh!t until they come ( again ) for doping me up.
Go ahead and step into the Bear's Cage!

People whine about their 2a rights..
Hmm.
Lol.

You whiny people have NO clue what you are whining about!

Try having someone tell you that you can't not only own guns, but we'll dope you up against your will.

What are you whining about ?

I've never shown violence..not one damn time!
Yet, no rights!

Guess what..
Those things don't apply to my God Given Rights!
Come try now.
Come take them.


From my cold dead hands!

Bullies!

 

[BC1969]

What are you whining about ?
Grow up mouse!
No one likes your crap!

 

[BC1969]

Where is sparty!

 

[BC1969]

1986 ? Falsely imprisoned that year! All of 85 and 84 too.
From age 12-15.
Thanks!!
Corrupt authority caused that.
Preemptively imprisoned me.
I became a teenager in Hell...

And you wonder why if you stray outside the line, that you not only lose your authority, but also get to see the judge and a jury of your peers!
Watch out for the repo man!

 

[BC1969]

Sat phone enabled, umm, trail cams if you want to call them that..
I told you.
I see everything.
I see you sleeping in that Tahoe!
More importantly, your superior's are watching at IA.
Sorry.
The repo man needs his results.

Who's the bad guy here ?
The one screwing the tax payers
Or the one blowing the smoke screen away.

Go ahead. Judge my actions!
The people who matter know who I am!

 

[BC1969]

Are you completely insane ?

 

[BC1969]

Probably..

 

[BC1969]

You'd have to be to cross that kind of corruption.
I fear nothing.
I conquered fear at age 12!

 

[BC1969]

You don't want to know what happens when children are dumped into a big state run child psychiatric hospital.
I know.
I know quite well.
I don't forget anything.
Doesn't matter if the memories are five minutes old or 3 decades!
My memories play in 4k with sound, sense of smell, feelings, complete awareness of that time being completely UNWANTED!!
OCD that manifests as unwanted thoughts is absolutely brutal with my kind of memory!