Please do not think that your prayers and all of your caring has no meaning. I know I have not been around much but a lot to deal with lately...another friend died just last week and I had to go hold his wife while they told her, my daughter is grieving so badly that she is not even herself...understandable with everything else she has had to deal with lately....my plate is full....my heart is bandaged tightly and if I stay inside there with my God I am at total peace....unfortunately life demands me coming out....given my ptsd I can't deal too much on an emotional level with people right now other than those very select few such as my family or my emotions will shut down totally and I won't be there for those that need me.....dunno if any of you can understand that or not but that is where I am. I do love ya all and appreciate your prayers. Thanks to those that come and laugh and play and do not poke at the emotional buttons. Love ya such much!! ~hugsnprayers~
Thanks all. I do still check my pm's when I get them, someone was nice enough to mention this was here and I do appreciate all the prayers. I really am doing okay as long as I limit those I connect to on an emotional level. With time I know this will improve as well. Love ya tons!!
Cyn,
I only just read this. I'm so very sorry. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. You know we miss you and are thinking of you.
Everyone feels grief the way that is right for them; please take care of yourself, and you know what you need and I think everyone is okay with that. We'll be here when you need us. (or when you don't, but ... anyway.)
Ya know it has been just over a year since we lost Chrystal....so much has happened in between.....I read through this thread today and it still brings tears to my eyes at how caring and supportive everyone was and noticing a couple of those sending their love and prayers have gone to dance with Jesus since they posted. I miss them all so very much. I lost seven loved ones in the last year and yet have so very many blessings as well.....among those blessings are all of you that were there for me! Love you guys!! ~hugsnPrayers~