I don't know why. Just bored I guess. Really I guess I need to get out and find something then I can report back. I know that's what people want to see. I can't blame anybody for not believing me. I mean I don't believe anything or anybody on the forums so I sure don't have a leg to stand on here.
So I got trauma, that's life. I don't like dwelling in the negative. I don't care to be around negative people. Like the cops who are always around criminals, they end up acting like them. And if you read the Holy books, influencing someone to the negative is one of the worst offenses. I don't even want to discuss it. Disgusting.
Best wishes and good luck to you. I can relate but I also know that when you are depressed everything tends to be in shades of grey and black. You are a valuable member to this group and add a different viewpoint and that is positive in itself. Keep us informed on how things are going !