i understand what you mean very well. i'm also interested in arts and literature, though i write poems time to time and take macro pictures for the detail in nature, i'm not a gifted man with the hand works.
"perfection is nothing but the repetition" say a wise man in the history.
we are all -hear -see -taste -smell -touch doers. along the way we may forget what these means are in proper recognition. we use them to spot what we are looking for practical and daily routines.
thank you to the one whom understand the other.
best wishes.