Caleb, nobody here is trying to upset you, hurt your feelings
or tell you something that is not true. They are simply trying
to give you the benefit of their years of experience.
For what it's worth, I once had a book that I swore was a
true First Edition of one of Hemingway's works, signed by Hemingway
himself. I compared the signature to ones I found online, and
it was a very close match, so I felt I had a very valuable book.
I took it to a professional to have it authenticated because I wanted
to put all the naysayers to rest, plus it would provide confirmation
of it's authenticity to any interested parties.
After reviewing the book carefully, the professional showed me where
someone had altered a couple of pages, and added certain "points" to
the book to make it appear authentic. The signature was done with
the wrong kind of pen, and there were several issues with it, as well.
It was a forgery...and I thought I honestly had a $10,000 book.
Sometimes, no matter how much we wish it were different, some
things just aren't quite what we think they are.
So cheer up...all is not lost, and it's no reason to give up or quit looking!
Nobody ever finds anything if they aren't looking for something first.