I would like to thanks to all who have represented me in such the most difficult moment in my life,yes I am very thankfull to our creator for sending my soul back into my motionless body. Mom has corrected me it really was 35 days at the hospital but I did suffer alot at this place, the blast of cold comming from the opening in the odd type air conditioner in the wall in occations was unbearable. I had to use 3 thicks blankets to combat this problem to make things worse the humiliation of having to use dipers like if I was a baby and make my nececitys lieing on bed and urining in a bag or a special container. The food served was in the mayor part was pleasing yet I needed for the mayor part aid from the nurse or people to feed me because of my hand tremor that made it impossible to pick up the spoon or hold liquids. Still today I hold this problem my dad brother says over the phone that dad in life had this same desperate struggle, so I guess this is a heratage trait I will have to live with and find ways to compensate this. The most odd thing I found was bathing me on bed while I lied there, but I welcomed the warm water they used. Still today I enjoy cold water baths at home for this horrable heat out here in the tropic I look at my belly and it saddens me to see the large scare that ruins my once beautyfull body, hopeing that somehow it will vanish some day and have it disappear. Right now I have recovered my legs and I can finally walk with very little to worry about, allthough I can't run and I can walk or trottle at medium speed. I find it hard to go to bed at night remembering my holocaust at the hospital but this time in occations my enemy is the tropical heat that invades certain nights. Well this is my story in part of my progress in my health again thanks to all for picking my post as your favorite, it is not common to have someone come back from death and talk of their expearance to others. my only recall was when they inserted a plastic tube thru my throat and me in a painfull desperate feelling reaction pulling it out giving an agonizing cry and vanishing in blank, the yellowish vomit type liquid in part got into my lungs and I fainted. I was told they injected me a formula to block my mind from some thoughts possibly from the impacting reactions it would have in me. Well that is all LP...
