Bigwater is right too, folks. Fear is a bad thing and can kill you. TOO MUCH fear. I am not talking about the kind of fear where you freeze up, bigwater. It's that certain level of fear you should have when you stop a vehicle on a deserted street at 4 in the a.m. This is the kind of fear that keeps you alert. Maybe that's another name for 'awareness'. And it is a good thing to have and it will keep you alive as long as you do not let it progress to 'panic'. I understood what you were talking about although some didn't, and it's good you brought it up. Another thing as to armed confrontations, or any life threatening situation: most of the speculation and analyzing is done long afterwards. You don't have time to think sh*t, you hopefully revert to your training (and you really do) and do what you have to. It's funny, but you usually don't get scared until afterwards.