I second what clovis is sayin, and your story is very similiar to what happened to me, one very cold, fateful night I got a hair and dumped my gallon sized glass bowl of pocket change right in the middle of my closet on the floor, found a silver quarter and silver dime..... GAME OVER>>>> I had the same thought you did, about a million times since then, which is.... Man, I wonder how many silvers I have set free into the wild for some wise, devil-eyed CRH'er to find and stock away at F.V... I used to own sno shacks and run em in the summer, and literally remember dumping buckets full of change-yeah, five gallon buckets.. full of god only knows what... never sorted, looked, payed attention or even cared for that matter as to what I was getting rid of, as long as I got my paper garbage at the end of the day. I too have hit the grocery store, usually when I was fiening for a fix so bad after banking hours that I had to go to as many grocery stores as it took to find some crack, I mean... Silver-same difference anyways, might as well be crack as far as Im concerned.. I have found silvers that way, not much but def. a few here and there... If you were my friend, and I cared about you, I would say get out IF you still can... your CRH'ing will become obsession (if it hasnt already) and before you know it, you will stop at every yard sale, garage sale, thrift store etc.... trying to find that one steal. you will have spent too much money on a Metal Detector, to find free silver in the ground, and if you dont do auctions, then you will do those too.... Bringing home god knows what, stuff u def. dont need though, (cant pass up a "good buy")... Pretty soon, collectible coins will be just as important of a "fix" as silver at F.V... and I'm pretty sure that these are all things that lead to becomming a "HOARDER"...
SO, IF ITS TO LATE, GOD HELP YOU. GOD HELP US ALL....
Besides all that, good luck on your finds buddy.... I have some pennies to sort now..