No matter where I go.
There I am.
Huh

What'd he say?
Whether it's this hobby or any other thing we choose to do. We still are we. Whatever baggage we have comes right along with us. The trick is to concentrate more on the matter at hand and less on what we're trying to forget.
This hobby makes it a bit easier than most other things though. Instead of looking for a spot where "treasures" abound, try changing your perspective a bit. Appreciate the small things. The weather, being out, being ABLE to do this and on top of it all, found money! No matter how I would rather find a gold ring or coin, when a nice clad quarter shows up, I still always smile a bit.
Just thinking out loud but how much harder does it make it to come on here and see ALL those WONDERFUL finds? That someone ELSE is finding. I know it should be encouraging, look what can still be found. But, sometimes, that seems to add to the depression. (But, only until my next find.

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Take a break and then go back when you really feel like doing it, not because of "gold fever" or some such. You'll enjoy it more.
Good luck!
HH!