its more complicated tan that. you just cant relate.u just cant.
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How is it more complicated?
First, I would suggest you take charge of your health. You are the only one who is responsible for that. Try taking T.C. Clarke's liquid essential vitamins and their minerals to start. I will PM you the link to these on Amazon. That is a good place to start as you may feel so due to lack of these things.
Why couldn't people relate? People post only the good stuff in their lives on here,fb, and elsewhere usually, and you might naturally think your life sucks by comparision. But everyone else is not living perfect fabulous lives.
People just post the good things. You may never know what sort of hardship they do not talk about.
Life can overwhelm us if we let it. Don't fixate on the forest- look at the little thing you can do now. By starting with each component of your problems and fixing what you can, you can start to make headway.
Whatever problems you have there are others who have been there.
Embrace Christmas. Set up a tree and string lights. Buy your pet presents to open. Tune your radio to one of those stations that play holiday music 24-7. This is what I do cause my family has mostly started treating Christmas as just another day.
If you want to PM me and talk specifically about your problems feel free. I might be able to suggest things I've learned which helped, even though my life has been sooo perfect

If creatures who can do star travel show up we would be as pets to them at best, and at worst they might wipe us out or enslave us to take our resources. So no anime space girl for me, I guess.
Your life is your canvas. You are free to create whatever art of it you wish (keeping an eye on the police patrols of course).
Do something you enjoy every day.