Remember......" He " will never give you more than you can handle. The Lord will see you through this time of grieving, as will the rest of us here on T-Net. Your post brought tears to my tired eyes, I really feel for you, you just never know. Just as you said in your first post......Hold them and hug them, Tell them that you love them, never forget that, for tomorrow may never come. My prayers go out for you and your other loved ones, I know that words can never express what you are going through. Just take it one day at a time, and you will get through it.... Your brother in Christ........Larry