Every decision I make feels like the biggest mistake of my life, Everytime!
I shut completely down because of fear of punishment from my father who seems to be the detached protector.
Isn't that a real kick in the acorns ?
I can't escape that bastage!
Once upon a time, I, along with many others without financial ability used to think that, if we had unlimited funds to find our ways out of these depressions and other conditions, that we could attain happiness again.
I mean a Doc like crispy is way beyond my pay grade.
I mean, if you can afford the Dr. Phil's of the world, then everything will be okay...
And then, something absolutely tragic occurred!
If I'd had that ability, I'd have given him an unlimited ear and shoulder to cry on!
What I'm speaking of, is when Robin Williams ended his own existence!
So much for thinking that having access to the best of everything can cure this sadness within.
No amount of money could save Mr. Williams!
I hope that God did NOT judge him as it is written in the Book.
Please Jesus.. don't make those who suffer so much for so long in an earthly shell, suffer for eternity.
That would constitute cruel and unusual punishment.
I'm a rambling crying mess now!
Ugh!
mouse, BC and Mike!
