Obscurity.

[BC1969]

Why don't both of you go outside and play hide and go f@ck yourselves!

 

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[BC1969]

That's not very nice.

 

[BC1969]

Bloodhounds are great.
Give a litter of puppies to neighbors in a two mile radius of each other..one howls/barks..the siblings will hear it and answer.

 

[BC1969]

How to know that you live in a safer neighborhood..
Every other truck has a

Attached to it!

God bless America!

 

[BC1969]

Escalate or de-escalate...a choice.

 

[Oregon Viking]

BC. My fellow sub 7 foot bro. .. ...
I hope you are OK.
I have read your post and I don't completely understand.. a little, maybe but I'm not a psychiatrist. My dad (just turned 90) always said... most
psychiatrists....need a psychiatrist! I mean no disrespect to what you are going through. I get having problems, I have them too. I won't discuss whom is more f'd up...
Stay strong my fellow well over 6 foot brah.
None of us wants to leave this earth until we have.... to leave this earth. Meditate, CBD oil, Join a cult... well, no. Get into watching..i dono.. lord of the rings! Or read the books! True stories.. Stay strong!!!!!

 

[BC1969]

I don't want anyone to understand!
Not my wife..no one.
Just going to type my crazy cryptic crap until I can't take any more and then I'll be gone.
It is really quite simple.
This is my diary.

That is all, nothing more, nothing less.

 

[BC1969]

Wut ?
Who spit in my coffee?

 

[BC1969]

The little one did it!

 

[BC1969]

 

[BC1969]

Hah!

 

[BC1969]

 

[Rebel - KGC]

The point being VIOLENT...?

 

[BC1969]

The point being VIOLENT...?

Violence ?
Of ?
I've said it before and I will say it again.
I wasn't violent then, and I'm not now.
The world is lucky that I'm completely aware of myself.
I'm angry.
No denying that.
But that anger is only turned in wards as it should be.
Besides, I don't have ill will towards anyone.

I hate myself, but that doesn't mean anything.

I could have prevented what happened to me as a child.
That's why the anger.
I blame myself and that's that.

..

 

[BC1969]

Against the odds..
Brainwashed and defied them!
I should have been dead 30 years ago...but I buried all that rage inside.
My mind went poof.
I'm a lost cause.

For the younger parts of my mind...


I won't ever stop trying to make us whole again.

 

[BC1969]

Why bother ?
Some nice guy billionaire will swoop the viking up and make her the bright shining star that I should have been able to help her achieve.
Why did that beautiful woman pick me?

 

[BC1969]

I don't know.

 

[BC1969]

Hopefully when I close my eyes, they won't open again.
That'd be nice.

 

[BC1969]

Think of the countless people who pray for a long life.
Pfft.
Of what ? Misery ?
That's all there is and not even a viking can prevent it.

 

[BC1969]

Why do you people fear me ?
My law enforcement affiliation?
Do you have any idea how many cops are here ?
What?
Do the things I say scare you ?
Don't read it!
It doesn't bite, unless your own insecurities allow it!