I am just gonna emphasize 1 or 2 things here ( because demons from other social engagements are pulling me apart/ consuming my time these days )
1)information I asked of my pendulum ( just like in your case ) was unexplainably accurate FOR THIS 1 INSTANCE OF asking for direction but the series of tests ( over say 3 week period )were orchestrated to make me lose time or seem like selfish to other people..... I totally agree here with you.
2) Outside of the Demons awakened by the Dowsing, I am 500 % detrimentally influenced by NON-forum people becoming immediately JEALOUS of my sharing information with such a person. They Subconsciously or even consciously CURSE ME, even if they like to hear things that are Rare and such.....No matter how good I have been to them on ordinary life.
So I stopped sharing with General or random Non- Forum listeners !
Their inner reaction always ruins everything......
I never wanted to become rich. At least not succeeding through dousing. Never entertained the idea years ago.
But I have to repay several people who were helping me when I was sick many years ago.
1 of them was a Powerful Reiki woman in her 60s. She herself , when i met her, had been living with the health aftereffects of a brain stroke for a good 25 years or more already.
She was treating, back then many patients per day, one after the other in a foreign country, for much bigger money than she LEARNED to accept in her later years, and 1 day after treating a certain number of people She just collapsed!
Was taken to a hospital and because it was a corrupt country back then, the Doctors took off her body all her gold jewelry..... basically stealing it. She said it was about 1 kg of jewelry she had on her. They took like almost all of it.
She was in a Coma or partial coma . ( dont remember for how long) and had no speech. But was singing small parts of Italian songs that she had learned when she was young and going on vacations to Italy.
She said one day in her sleep she DID see a Light and a voice told her " Get up Maria, get up, Many people still need your help!"
So she got out of the coma, recovered most of her physical movements and most of her original speech. But never recovered her finances.... But the Magic of Reiki returned to her.. Or I guess, it never had left her, even while bed-ridden....
She is dead now due to age, I can not repay her.
But i have to repay other people....
The reason I started dowsing is because I had injured quite bad some ligaments on both my arms. helping someone with 1 repair. I couldn't work manual job, and then things started getting more and more
" interesting", in phases, and occurring " faster than the heart can process" as 1 true Astrology person told me in her own words couple of years ago. So events started piling onto me in a way that Indeed at times felt faster than the heart can process......
Nevertheless she loved her Magic and was helping many people with no official specified charge.....