The Insanity thread..Part Deux

[BC1969]

I've .45 reasons for not doing the right thing.

 

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[BC1969]

Where did I go wrong ?

 

[BC1969]

Wife hates me and doesn't remember me at the same time.
Mother is dying and I don't care.. ATM!!!!
My doc keeps trying to dope me up... bring the Army!!!
My brother hates me.
I hate me!

Why do I bother!
What is pushing me forward ?
Every time I try to talk about what is really bothering me.. people call me a snowflake!
I'd bet my left eye they wouldn't say that to my face!

I really have zero interest in turning 50.

 

[BC1969]

Dear Self.. I'm sorry for failing to protect you when No one else was there to do so!


If you never try... you'll never know what you are worth!

 

[BC1969]

 

[BC1969]

..
I talk through my music..

 

[BC1969]

You need to just go jump off a cliff.

 

[releventchair]

[Between the searching and the need to work it out
I stop believing everything will be alright
Broken
We are broken
I'm walking uphill being turned around and round
Secret in motion when my feet are on the ground
Broken
We are broken
In my mind's eye
One little boy anger one little man
Funny how time flies]

 

[releventchair]

[come and play
it's ok
cast your eyes upon
?
know your place
show your face
sleep won't help you none
you might say it's a war of attrition
war of attrition
war of attrition
war of attrition

Read more: Tears For Fears - War Of Attrition Lyrics | MetroLyrics]

 

[BC1969]

So many little birds..

 

[BC1969]

Time waits for no one!
Bye mom.
I'm sure I'll see you soon.

 

[BC1969]

Okay... enough craziness.

 

[Peyton Manning]

I fear for a teen or impressionable person reading this thread

 

[Peyton Manning]

Get professional help or not, but get this crap off a family friendly site

 

[RustyRelics]

Mike, you're a bit worrying...

 

[Toecutter]

Get professional help or not, but get this crap off a family friendly site

I agree, this is a treasure hunting forum last I checked....

 

[BC1969]

It's everything else.
If you don't like it, report it!
Don't read it!
And if it is worrisome.. that's on you, not me.
I don't need professional help.
Most of the professional people need therapy themselves.

What did the Second Amendment forum have to do with treasure ?
Or the rubber room.

Take the double standard and stick it where the sun doesn't shine!

 

[BC1969]

I'll make it easy for you.
I'll vanish from here, and come back in a few days or weeks as someone new.

 

[Toecutter]

ok

 

[releventchair]

I fear for a teen or impressionable person reading this thread

Why? They might think everyone is not cookie cutter perfection?
Or that the mind has doors that can be opened or closed , though not always at will?

I've encountered multiple people while detecting that were not hidden away because they differed.
Should I have called the police? Or told them they needed professional help?
They were "home" in a village where the cops and citizens knew and accepted them for who they were.
Diagnosis changed little but understanding what was already obvious was "real".

They were allowed a voice as much as any citizen.
Even among visitors ....
Because the world is as diverse as the mind. Even if some people don't agree with anything but duplicity of their own minds.

I never hid a child from such.
Inevitably they will encounter others that differ anyways. Such is life outside a bubble. Because everyone "different" can not be kept in bubbles. Or we'd all be in bubbles.