Mikel.my friend, have you ever considered medical hypnosis as your pain killer ? It leaves your mind quite clear with no pain, not as is the effect with drugs, probably of the Opiate family..
Many years ago I, after I left pre-med, I experimented with it for about 10 years, with quite good success, in fact \I found the only person that I couldn't induce it was my father, naturally. Under it's influence one can perform major operations. Everyone has been hypnotized at one time or another by natural causes. The only persons that cannot be hypnotized are idiots, in fact the more intelligent one is - in your case guarenteed - the easier it is to induce hypnosis.he hypnotist actually does not cast a spell on you but he actually guides, or induces a condition where you actually hypnotize your self. The old belief that you cannot be hypnotized because" I have too much will"l is a fallacy .
Mikel, my friend, I cannot suggest too strongly that you check into it. Get your life under your control again.
Jose, there is so much to address here.
I have attempted to be put under one time and was told that I was a control type... Obvious attempt to avoid the word, freak. Which I am not, no matter how he tried to convince me that I am!!
I have however, been able to put normal pains in the background noise of my mind. But nothing like the pain and static that keeps me attached to my meds.
I have been electrocuted by a malfunctioning water heater, while in the shower and once by a case ground 240 volt motor, that left me unconscious for seven hours (long story) and have been knocked to my knees more times than I can remember by lightening while working as a lumber grader... None of these compare to the pain that I am in if I get past the 24hour mark.
My hearing is covered by a constant high pitched whistle which is always louder than the ambient noise level no matter how brief the exposure and it remains at the level for days after the exposure.
Even as I was writing the last sentence, my wife called out to me, from the kitchen to cover my ears, as she was going to empty a few ice trays and then came to me to let me know that she was done. Yes it is that bad...
As for memory " short circuits " , I have an arachnid cyst in my right temporal lobe, that is directly behind my right eye and the same size as my eyeball, plus six other smaller cysts in different parts of my brain.
The largest cyst can erupt with no warning, or from a simple fall or by hitting my head, or by overheating.
In short, my body is controlled by a powder keg and a false sense of security is my greatest fear
That is why I carry around my soapbox to preach about the evil sense of thinking that it's okay to just get a little too hot. So while I can say, to you, my dear and caring friend, for caring and sharing the wonderful ability to truly control your mind and heal yourself and others, for me that would place myself in danger, but thank you for trying just the same.
As for the masses that read this I must use my soapbox to say, with love in my heart, concerning heat and your bodies,
IT IS NEVER OKAY TO JUST THINK THAT YOU ARE JUST A LITTLE TOO HOT! Drink and find shade.
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but not your Macaroni n cheese crunchy tid bits.
NP
